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Friday, April 18th, 2003
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11:39 pm - Daddy's Flown across the ocean....Leaving just a memory
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I've been on the phones for 2 nights and still havent made a sale at work.
All in all it's just another crappy job...
Supplies Needed this weekend: Another Pack of Ciggarettes 4 lb. Bag of Jellybeans Box of 100 tampons.
So far,I'm doin okay. . . pray to gaia for me,kids!
current mood: sleepy current music: luther wright and the wrongs- rebuilding the wall part 1
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| Wednesday, April 16th, 2003
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3:19 pm - Jesus: He's just alright with me
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Well,work has started. It aint too bad,thusfar. Training is really easy. Jessica and I are working together,too,which is realllly nice. If I just remember to be a lil puppet,then it should work out really well.
Holy Jesus. Things at my household have gone down. This is bad. My mom is constantly trippin out. It's bullshit. I don't like it one bit.
Eh. Brief update. Time for a lil washup before work.
:) Love and Light
current mood: lethargic current music: Ratdog
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| Thursday, March 27th, 2003
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8:04 pm - seeking...
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Anyone from the tri county area who would like to come and rescue me. . .
Im upset.
current mood: gloomy
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| Tuesday, March 25th, 2003
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9:16 pm - Happieness is a warm gun. . . Bang bang,shoot shoot
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Wow. I got my computer back. I've been putting off writing this entry,but I'm doing so anyway.
Life is boring. Carla did,however,come up last weekend. We had a blast :) Kellie,Carla,Joe,Chris,and Andria and I went to the ripple,and to the park,and Toys R Us and stared at the tubey lights in Arby's. I will get pictures up real soon!!!! I only have a few.
Other than that,my life is devoted to killing brain cells and rotting them away on the computer. What a fine specimen of human being I am.
Meh. I have to do a debate on prostitution. Why is it that in Debate lately,I've sounded like a fucking square? I just did an debate on whether or not you should have to have parental consent for abortion. . . and now I have to keep prostitution illegal. Too bad I didn't get to do that marijuana debate.
*coughsputtercoughImissjessicacoughsputter*. . . yes,that was random, but I do.
Hm. Think ILl stick some pictures on here and be done.
Love and Light
( we could take in an old steve reeves movie. . . )
current mood: drained current music: My mum watching some street magic show
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| Monday, February 24th, 2003
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4:21 am - Sometimes,pumpkins,It just take a faerie :D
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I'e taken up a new habit. I now have a 4 foot long gum wrapper chain to amuse me. Actually,it's made out of slivers of notebook paper,but it's amusing nonetheless.
It is 4:20 in the AM on Monday morning. I hope I dont have school today,because I'm kind of at Kellies. I forgot to go home, and havent slept since Friday night.
Eh...What can I say,we're just a couple'a'young punks.
current mood: amused current music: No,Micheal Jackson didn't use my toilet,but his sister did!
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| Wednesday, February 12th, 2003
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8:19 am - Its okay,he's just admiring the shape of your skull.
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Question:
Why can some friends only be friends when the time is convenient. I guess I send subliminal messages pertaining to my irritance with people.
Anyway, Kellie and I have been spending more time together, as well we should.
Im bleak. My head hurts. Not enough time to update, for I am at my own personal prison (school) and the warden is coming.
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| Sunday, January 12th, 2003
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2:41 pm - Pink are the sheets that we lay on
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What a beautiful weekend!
Yesterday was one of the better days of this year,so far. It was an abundance of picture taking,cold and blustery weather,cigarettes,Dollar stores,Hugging Strange Old Women,Leap frog in Krogers, and Giggles. I was supposed to come hang out in B-town on Friday,but I didn' get to! That's okay though,because Yesterday mde up for it. We ended up staying in brownsburg big commerce area all day. We played and played at Walmart and Kroger and Places around there. I can't wait to get some of our pictures scanned! We used a whole disposable camera :).
I miss Ohio and the beauties there. Since I've been home,not jack has been going on. Im very much excited about getting my liscence,which is 16 days away. I just need to get a job and what the not.
Anyroad,Im going to hop offa here and see if Kellie will let me play Alice!!
LOVE! :D
current mood: excited current music: Kellie's SillyCute Aerosmith Obsession
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| Friday, January 3rd, 2003
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8:03 pm - Smile though your heart is aching,smile even though it's breaking.
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What a week!!!! Happy New Year of Crap to Wade through,everybody! :)
Wow,what can I say about new years?? It was sooo beautiful :) The wailers fuckig rocked! Hookah was pretty damn good too. I met beautiful people. ASide from meeting Jon,hookin up with colin, and seeing miss carla, I met this girl named Lolita who was soooo sweet. She smiled at me all night at the show,and I hugged her cuz she was nice. Hehe :) I gave some stuff away to people. A ring,a pez dispenser, and 5 bucks to a sister who needed to get in.
The wailers were so grate! I have now Hugged the beautiful Ziggy Marley. *sigh* My life is complete.
I'm still in Ohio. It's almost been a week! I go home tomorrow.
Actually,I've quite befriended Carla's roomate Joe. Silly Phish Kid. Since Carla has to work all the time, we've become chums. Teeh. He eats a lot of tobasco sauce.
Welllll,I gotta run. I'm discussing MOE Tour with a guy.
Love'n'Light.
ps-Not that any of you really care,but I've decided that my next piercing shall be *drum roll* Mah septum.
current mood: bored current music: Meet The Parents (which is Joe's Bible)
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| Monday, December 30th, 2002
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3:40 pm - I'm old.
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Hmmmm...Greetings from OHIO, the land of Carla.
Yeah,Let's see...to summarize the events of recent, I am now 16 and have a van. I got a new cell phone and um.................I am more beautiful now than ever ;).
Carla's at work and Im chillin with her roomate right now. I think he's angry. Hm. We'za watchin the Woodstock documentary,which I haven't seen in soooo long.
Im gonna run,just a small update.
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| Thursday, December 19th, 2002
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9:53 am - all I wanted was a pepsi...just one pepsi!
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Yet again,ecology class.
On the school front: I just took the ecology final. It was actually kinda easy. I passed my History final! Wooh! I have to go to mah study hall final next period. The only reason I havent left early is because *I* Have NO CAR :/ Oh well! Soon enough I can compare to Adam's glory and be the minivan queen...
On the Social Life Front: I have one,sometimes. Im going to the coffee house tonight. Excitation. Jessica, I love you. :D You're the only girl who I think has the tolerance enough to stalk a pretty boy with me, and sigh, and know how it feels to have my very own barnes and noble boi...well,painting boy.
On the NYE Front: IM GOIN TO HOOKAH ON NYE :D yay! *runs about* I called Bear last night, and campaign cloudie@hookah issa gogo! :) Excitation :D Now...just gotta get some more pesky money. Anyone want some hemp??
I GTG :) BYE
current mood: sleepy current music: The chitter chatter of my peers
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| Wednesday, December 18th, 2002
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8:52 am - Queen Mary, She is my friend... yes I believe I'll go see her again.
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I'm studying for my Ecology final right now...or at least pretending to. My ecology teacher is pretty cool, except he thinks that he's the rock. hehe...okay Mr. Lynn...whatnot.
Last evening I had a most spectacular suprise! The beloved FagmoandAssheadcame to Hell to see me. We went to gissum taco bell and we went to starbucks and acted like yuppies....and went to petsmart! I gave presents, which is one of my favoritest things to do, ever :)
I'm in such a good mood, no real reason. I just am. Theres a way old skewl (circa 1979) pep session on...and I don't think I've ever seen so much curly hair in my life. It's festive,and for some queer reason, is putting me in a good mood.
Well,I gotta go. Time to go set off a smoke bomb in the bathroom :)
current mood: cheerful current music: Attics of my life- the dead, & an oldskewl pep session video
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| Saturday, December 14th, 2002
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11:18 pm - I once ate a nun
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I was just recently informed by a friend that some Brownsburgians, who I allegedly don't remember, miss me. That's really sad. To all of my suburban lost souls out there, I salute you...and you are all my idols and I am buying you all minivans for christmas.
I havent been to Jessica's house for like, a week, and was having big withdrawl. Im here now, and I believe she's humping the dog. Silly stoner, dicks are for dogs.
Lately theres a someone,I've been noticing more and more of. I want him. Yeah yeah, another I'm lonely manifesto. Anyway, I think on Thursday I'm going to go see his band at the coffee house. God, how horribly stalkerish of me. I sound like a yuppie. "Yes yes, Im going to see Stefan's band at the coffee houes, hopefully I wont spill my grande moche chip on the new khakis and the 900$ palm pilot." Chris is actually very sweet, but he has an unfair advantage over me, in that I worship everything about him and he just knows me as the girl from painting. Oh well, I'm young, I deserve to have such juvenile crushes :)
Hehe,jessica's crotch itches. My lip hurts and my shoes stink. Im emo. Jessica frolicks. Her dog lacks elbows.
I think Jessica is getting mad at me because I'm being slow with typing this entry. She can just go live in a van down by the river, and save me a spot! :) I love this girl, I really do. She is one of the most under appreciated people in the world. She's my idol. Jessica-I LOVE YOU :)
Well, This little hairy ...thing... has to let Jescikah have her kum pew tar back.
:) Love, Blessings, and frosting dogs!
OH JESSICA IS SCANNING HER BREAST! Im excited. I gotta run!
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| Saturday, November 30th, 2002
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10:52 am - "GET YOUR FINGERS AWAY FROM ME,THEY STINK! YOU BEEN PLAYIN WITH YERSELF"
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Holy shit, it's been a while.
As of right now I am sitting at the wonderful Catwoman's house in Brownsburg. Unfortunately,I got my phone turned off,and my dsl modem followed. Damn you poverty!
Anyway, aside from all of that, my life has been relatively boring. We went on a journey to find Joe last weekend! We actually found him, after a day of chocolate bars from JC Penny, chasing red trucks, and stepping in dog shit. He was like "WHOAH,DUDE! Hi!", and it was quite refreshing. He was excited, and so were we. Adam gave, perhaps, the worst tattoo he's ever given in his life. Not to offend the brother, but he needs to just be done with that. I don't think it's really his speed, which is sad, because he likes doing it so much! :*
Meanwhile, in Plainfield, I've been avoiding school at every cost. It makes me severely unhappy. I guess that's a shit sandwich I only have to eat until June, though. I want this summer to rock, which I'm so sure it will,because I will be mobile. :)
Speaking of all of that, John Spotts has been my bitch in driver's ed. That's about all of the fun I get out of it. But hey, it's helping me to drive earlier, so what the heck. I'm a tiddle bit upset that I don't have my van yet, but my father got slapped with a ticket on his bike, so he can't really afford to pull it up here. Eh, it happens.
Let's see...that's about all that has been shakin'. Um, I can't really think of anything else to update about, but Jessica looks bored, and being the considerate friend that I am...I should go.
Leave me comments, tell me you miss me. :)
*belch*
current mood: awake current music: "lacy,lacy,I need your body" "no jessica,not today"
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| Tuesday, October 29th, 2002
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9:49 pm
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ps...
I think Adam poops too much.
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8:06 pm - my head has cherries on it
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I got new glasses....they're giving me headaches
I'm so exciiiited!! I want hallowweeeeeennnnnn to be hereee :D I'm gonna be janis. YAY!
Today was boring. I'm bored. I think Ill go work on my sketch for painting....

adieu
current mood: content current music: Ladies of The Morning-Joni Mitchell
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| Thursday, October 24th, 2002
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7:33 pm - sometimes...
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Danny's funeral was last weekend. I guess the event was quite pleasant. It wasn't the typical stuffy funeral, with sad moaning songs,and stuffy collared shirts. It was very Dannyesque.
It's Thursday night. Many occurances have happened as of late. My mind ,after going through outrage...after wanting to wither into an oblivion, is kinda regrouping. I'm trying to keep my mind active. It's working pretty well, although parts of me still feel really weird,and empty.
I'm on fall break right now. I think I've missed too much school. I think I am having a nice,well needed,much deserved break. Last evening was Hallowscream,aka the Revolutionary Eve. I had fun.
Saturday I'm supposed to go hang out with Rommial and his lady. I duno if it will happen,but I'm excited nonetheless.
Welp,I'm off to go sweep. I think Adam's mad at me or something. It's really weird. My house is on the way to Greenwood,but for some reason he WILL NOT come and pick me up. I offered gas money,too :/ *sigh* Oh well. He keeps reassuring me that he still loves me,but I think he's jonesin for some Jessica time or something.
Blehg...I'll update more later.
current mood: bored current music: the rhythmic screams of my own thoughts
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| Monday, September 30th, 2002
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3:49 pm - *drives in little car* I love you,Dude!
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How I spent my Sunday evening:

Before I get into that story, let me enlighten you on the weekend.
Friday was,perchance,the most boring day of my life. I've been dealing with the crazyness of this whole Danny situation all week,and it's taken a lot out of me. Sooo,on friday,I decided this weekend was going to rock. It did,but after friday! :)
On Saturday,I awoke early,and went into brownsburg. After picking up Mark, we were escorted to Jessica's. Weeeee went to Kmart,bought some candy and hairdye,and caravanned to her house again. We made some happy blonde mohawks,and some loopydong hair,while watching mallrats. Then it was time for Mark to go home,and away he went. Jessica and I went to Adam and Britt's,and played. Then we went to her homeeee and ate and crashed.
The next morning we awoke,and I was informed that there was an extra X-fest ticket I could have :D I,in compliance,took that ticket. Jessica and I went to Brittney and Adam's commune,and worked on Britt's hair and said bye bye to Erionna. After a long day of broccoli and cheese,spiking hair,and waiting...Pat took us to Verizon.
WHEEEE!!!! The Show was awesome! I was a little bummed that I didn't get Ron Jeremy,but hey...I tried.
We saw STP and ohmygod. I felt so happy :) I danced and danced and danced. People gave me funny looks,and I know Jessica was getting ready to smack me,but I kept dancing. Teehee :) STP was beautiful, and having such a beautiful experience with my sisters was nice too :)
Amidst all the "HEY SPIKE GIRL,HOW'D YOU GET YER HAIR TO STAND UP" and the Drunkenness,we had a fun time :) Pat was really diggin Kid Rock,it was cute. She bought us all STP beanies! Hehe! I love her. I didn't really wanna take it...but...ya know.
After all of this stuff,we went home...and our adventure at XFest ended.
I had a good weekend.
current mood: content current music: SnG- Cecilia
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| Friday, September 27th, 2002
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4:05 pm - nobody heard him,the dead man,but he still lay moaning
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This week marks the begining of a whole new chapter of my life.
Alas,Danny and I are no longer "together". I tried,god knows I tried, but as of right now I can't tolerate all of the baggage that came with this relationship. I'm not a demigodess...I'm still just a little girl. He says he respects this decision,but we've chosen not to talk for a while.
New Dreams are to be pursued,new adventures are coming my way. I've got to take my recent experiences and learn from them. I'm saying goodbye to idealized lust and what really are pipe dreams...and saying Hello to Reality.
Anyway,on a lighter note...I'm finally going out and experiencing life,without all of the excess. It's quite nice. I'm not trippin' because I may do something to offend someone and ya know what...I like it. In fact,tomorrow...I intend to go have load of fun with my Jessica and my Mark. It will be a grand day :)
Welp....I'm off to go take a nap,or clean,or something of the like.
MuchLove to all of you:)
current mood: calm current music: Joni Mitchell- Woodstock
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| Saturday, September 7th, 2002
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2:21 pm - jesus christ was one hot piece of cake
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So It's saturday-- and here I sit. I have the taste of nasty pringles and fingernailpolish in my mouth. I don't know why.
Hmm,events of the past week were boring. Nothing too much has been going on,as usual. Oh,there are people who want my ass on a lolly, but fuck them. Hmm.
I wanna go out. I think I'm going to go try and do something with mah jessica.
OH! Before I go;
If Brownsburg faculty members were to get fired, these people would replace them
~Bart would be the principal. He would have his own office filled with every kind of smoking apperatas ever! ~Heather would be the vice principal. ~Erionna would be the official beeeebeeeeey. ~My momma would be a lunch lady because she would put liquor in everything. ~Brittney would be her assistant,because Brittney makes cake. ~Adam would be the gym teacher. Of course, it would all be gym on wheels. ~Justin (mah jessica's cousin) would instill fear in people once they got in trouble. ~Rainbow would be the sex ed teacher. Of course,only for males. "Now kids,this is a hymen--I don't know what it is,but it looks way gross!!!" ~Kelly would be the health teacher. Promoting sex,drugs,and liquor, all the while left-handedly noting their evil. ~I would run a daycare for those students who got knockered up. ~Sam and Gabby would run the drama department.
THusfar,that's all we have figured out,but it suits :P
Welp,Im outta here. I gotta peeeeeeee,and call mah jgirl back.
I wish pritchy would come hang out with us someday *coughcoughhinthintpritchy*
Gaia's Lovin,and mine toooo :) -scrumpfer
current music: ccr-who'll stop the rain
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| Sunday, September 1st, 2002
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9:25 pm - *burps up a frog*
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I just got home from helping my grandparents move. I cleaned and moved stuff.Woohoo,80 bucks twords broad ripple clothes! Blah..I'm tired.
Agenda for Tomorrie--Broad Ripple.
Agenda for tonight --sulk for lack of vicodin to eat. --talk to mah jeskika --talk to mah dany iffen he comes around --sulk because I ate cheese and its makin me hurt --massage the dog --smile,smile,smile!!!
:P Im off.
current mood: calm current music: Some movie my parentals are watching.
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